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by xlovelostx Dec 8, 2012 category : Love, romance / lost love
I see you watching me Even while you're holding hands with her I never wanted to be this free I wish it was my hand you were holding I miss everything we had I just don't understand How something so good could end so bad I miss us being a couple I wish she'd just disappear Go away and never come back I just want you to be near I wish you'd choose me instead Because even if her plane crashes tonight She'll find some way to disappoint me By not burning in the wreckage Or drowning at the bottom of the sea You'll never know how much I miss you You won't see it in my face You'll never know I'll never find another That could ever take your place I'll plaster a smile on my face And hide all the tears I shed I'm in a very fragile place I'm so sick of pretending to be ok There's so much you'll never see And so much you'll never know Because there's too much to hide And so much I'll never show When you ask me how many times You broke my heart I'll look up at the sky and say count the stars Wishing that we could just restart Because if people who used to date Remain friends after the fact They're either still in love Or they never were