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by Jacob M Parnell Dec 10, 2012 category : Life, society / other
I am a patzer in this game, But a maven none the less. I am exiguous, just like you. But I too have feelings I suppress. I fear of a reality, It frightens me to the core. So I try to remain risorial, Even though I know there's nothing more. I am flagitious because of it, Manipulative, impudent, and shameless However, I am refreshed by it, Because in the end it was painless. If I was given the capacity to feel, I wasn't granted the ability. For every time I do love, hate, or cherish, It just exposes my fragility. I'm too scared to test my boundaries, But more recently too numb to even care. I don't know what's real anymore, How do I compare? They'll call me louche, Tell me I am dross. Only this time I'll agree, And accept this meaningless loss. Because we all lose this game, We haven't got a choice. If I'm ontic we share this fate, And that's why I rejoice. (c) 2012