Incapable to enclose my mind on what i can't control...
The change of the pattern to end up in the right destination.
Just when i feel i have conquered, it comes back to break my concentration.
Looking for explanations and reassure my imagination to finally conclude, and throw out these frustrations, on things that cannot be changed.
Thought i had the strength to rearrange the final destination to this never ending end.
That intrudes my mind and excludes any type of knowledge to acknowledge the things to leave behind.