My eyes tell people my pain
The type of pain words cannot explain
My smile is fake, not real
But only my heart can reveal
Why it hurts so bad
I don't mean to make you sad
When you discover my cuts
You say all I do is shut
You out, but thats all I know to do
When, honestly, I'm just trying to save you
From the monster I am
Why can't you understand
It affects me evreyday
Yet you ask me to stay
What will it take
To make
You realize we're not the same
Why do you continue to fill me with shame
I don't seem to matter to anyone
So maybe I should just run
Run away into the nothing
But my life just keeps going on
Do you really need me
If not, I'll throw away the key
To my heart
'Cause when I restart
Everything will be new
No more tear-filled memories of hurting you
