In Time

by LoVerSLaND   Dec 13, 2012


I love you but I loathe you.
I'm scared to fall in love the way I did with you but I want to.
A big secret that I told you: I still love you.
I am unable to sleep but I really need to..
Is it because of me or is it because of you.
Should we have never met, only to cause destruction?
Am I crazy for still being in love with you or loving you at all..
If I told you I have been looking for love since you left me would you believe it is true.
Well you should.
It-felt-so-great. So powerful. I've never been that happy and then you took it away from me.
If I sent you roses, what would you think..?
If roses were sergeants they would yell: I love you!
Psychedically speaking.
No, I haven't started smoking..
If I could show you how sleeping has turned into restlesness to hate every single day since we broke up.
Would you be in my arms right now.
Afterall, its been 21 months.
Were both getting older, but the memories will always be ripe.
It forces me to hold in to the love in this life tight.
...It always leaves me.
True Fact: We'll never be with the one we'll always love the most for eternity in this life.
I am now learning to accept it.

Ok, had your fun?
Now crawl back into my shadow

Written: From my mental institution.
Really from my lonely shared bedroom
I love you all.

Bigger Secret: Sometimes I feel like I'll end up there.
Biggest Secret: Within time, I would of been in Washington, thanks..

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