Im doing fine...

Gees its been a while hasn't it
Hasn't time passed us by
Thinking of how things used to be
Can still make me break down and cry

C***y we had so much fun
Potentially the best time of our lives
Its shame things had to end so sudden
But I'm glad it wasn't all hatred and lies.

See one thing that i treasure most
Now your not around so much
Is the memories of us i hold onto
There all that i can trust

See i built my life around you
Actually i don't think thats quite fair
I built my life around us
And thinking you'd always be there.

All the plans we'd made
And the missions we had to accomplish
Have slowly started to fade away
But i don't want them to completely vanish.

See as much as it hurt for me
To move on without you close
The photos and memories still make me smile
When i need them the most

And your only down the road still
Sometimes i just wanna pick up the phone
Then i sit and contemplate
Just why I am on my own

I know i wasn't the best friend
But i always had your back
I gave you everything i could and should
I would have gone to hell and back

But things aren't the same anymore
You and I we aren't as tight
But often think about you
And hope everything is alright

Just know no matter what happens to you
Where this crazy world can lead
You have all my contact numbers
If there's anything you ever need

And i guess i wanna Thanks to you
For the friendship and the best times
I thought everything died when we did
But for real - I'm doing just fine!