She doesn't want to feel this
She doesn't want to care
All this pain that she's caused
All the hurt to loved ones
Bringing everyone down around her
Without realizing
Without a second thought
It seems so natural to her
This guilt is killing her
Never has she felt it before
It's catching up
Looking around
She can see what she's done
Her world is shattered
And its all her fault
She couldn't handle things before
She sure cant now
The guilt wont leave
Its staying with her forever
I guess I deserved this
