I am drowning myself
Into this whirlpool of misery
Held down by this clouds of loathing
Always fearing the reflection I see
in these swirls of water around me.
I told myself I had forgotten
That I have forgiven
But they are just words
It only set ablaze the lies
I've been pushing away in my head.
Then You told me it was fine
To feel fear and courage at the same time
Fight or flee is my option
Though what I choose will bring me
to the journey I am destined to make.
