Why? :(

I have one question for you
Why'd you have to leave?
I miss the things I watched you do
It just hurts, and it's hard to believe

That you're actually gone
You kept the family together
I feel so lost and alone
We're so far apart and nothing's getting better

Trying hard to keep my head up
I know you're watching me from above
I pray and think about you and wish one day we will catch up
Everyday I feel better because I can feel your love

One last thing; Can you put in a good word for me?
And tell God I've been a good
I do anything that I should
I hope that you and him can just see