Not ready for christmas

A week before the holy day,
Everyone is so happy, but me
Why on earth do I feel this way?
So depressed and so lonely?

Every shop in the heart of the city,
is decorated and pretty,
they even have snowflakes...falling down
yet, all I can do is frown

I'm alone in the spirit of christmas,
no one beside me, no one to share it with...
I really miss being a kid...

Rugrats specials, candy canes
No traces of sorrow or pain
and all I can do tonight.. is cry
and ask why...