7.26.12 always and 4ever

I dont want my jelousy to push you away
or my selfishness to deter you
im sorry but what's mine is mine
baby i dont want to share you
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you
i hope that doesnt scare you

your my strength when i'm weak theres times when i just wanna drop to my knees and beg
"god please don't lt this one hurt me"
cause see when we met my heart was in pieces
i know the pain b4 us has happened for a reason

in all honesty
i havent always been this good of a person
it was kill or be killed and i be damned if i was the only one left bleeding
But that was then this is now
since meeting u all i do is smile

our kids are my motivation, the reason i keep pusing
i say "our kids" because i see your little girl as my own and i know you feel the same for my son
the 4 of us are 1
i dont have time for anyone else
i'm too busy thinking of new ways to keep you happy

please forgive me if im too clingy
i really try not to be
but without you
i would have to plead insanity
this crazy world sumtimes gets the best of me
but even at my worst you still see the best in me.
so for that i thank you
you'll always mean the world to me