As I smile through the day
I cry through the night
I am gone now a shell
I dream of a place where I am free
Where my body doesnt trap me
Where my life is worth living
I am in a place that doesnt exist
This world is a cruel place
A place where you hold a child
And watch those you love slowly die
You hear of the loved ones dying of such sweet sorrow
You hear me screaming but with no sound
You hear me whispering to something I no longer know
I fear nothing now but the day I must decide
Do i live or do i die
For the pain in my heart is strong and pure
While the life I am living through is the opposite
I am weak enough to be raped
I am damaged for my sins I have done
I fall to my knees in front of you
Letting you laugh at me
With no tears to fall
I am a warrior
I am a mask
I am a empty shell
I am trully gone
