Oh wow Saffie, this poem twisted and turned to a point I didn't think itd take....The contrast between what happened in the first stanza and what could have happened in the second was awesome..

The story is increibly sad, however I love what you did with this, how you incorporated the title, how you described how you'd willingly take the pills in an attempt to end your life just so you didn't have to go through that again...so interesting...

hoping this is just a random write and nothing serious.
Well done!

This is the second poem of yours that I've read, Saffie.
Still, this is almost the greatest I've read. But I love the previous one. Keep up the great job, hun!