I'm going to end my life
but I know what they'll all say
she was a beautiful girl
what a shame
too bad it had to end this way
maybe I could have done something
maybe I could have stopped the pain
but thats just it
there's nothing anyone can do
they say they want to help
but they don't understand
not really
no one can help
there's not one thing in this world
that could ease the pain
not a tiny bit of hope that I have
no one knows how much I hurt
how could they possibly understand
they don't know what I've been through
not a clue at all
but that doesn't matter
no not to me
it just means I have no one
who shares my misery
and I can't live like this
so here I go
making the slit
its deep and long
I've never made it like this before
I close my eyes
and fall to the floor
hold my wrist
it hurts
but it doesn't compare to the pain I've felt
maybe now she'll feel bad
and I'm sorry
and maybe this is selfish
but it's the only solution
some say suicide is
the permanent solution
to a temporary problem
but this problem
would have never gone away
and now it's fixed
forever
