15 years and I'm still breathing
Wondering why I haven't made it to home base
I walk and feel someone following
Turn around to see a gun in my face
Too quick to see the owner but I see my life flash
I fall to the floor gasping for air
Will I live or go to heaven in a flash
Lights go out I'm wondering where I am
I see I'm at the hospital but I see myself in bed
How is this possible I don't know who I am
My mother sitting there with my hand to her head
I can't stand to watch her in pain
Oh god please take me back I won't do it again
Lights go out then I open my eyes
I hear my heart beat
And I see my mother rise she has a smile but she cried
I tell her ma it's going to be ok just take a seat
I wake up to see real life I rather swallow my pride
Than see my mother cry and swallow my blood
My mother said my father cried
That he saw the sidewalk with stains of blood
He knew I was mine to god he cried
