To him through your heart??? NO!!!!

How things have changed
You were the light of my life once
And now the twilight you have become
You looked at love through my eyes
When I touched love in your heart
And another fool of love to the world
You just created
Whose love was so silent...
You were towards me but you turned back at once
I couldn't help I was falling over and over again
There were so many things assumed
What made you think you would never be loved?
Why you gave up that struggle?
What was the fault I was holding on to?
Why you made me love you?
And why you have taken the leave now?
The worst part is you have handed over the things to your friend?
NO WAY
I'm not that kind
He is not you and I want only you
How the hell you thought I would feel him like you
This is stupid
All I want is you
I am not strong enough to shout it out aloud
I'm weakened by the silence of you
And the unspoken words that haunt around my head
Just take a look into my heart
You are the only one that I want
I can never leave you, holding your friend's hand
Don't let me hate you
For not letting me have a single chance to speak to you
No matter you don't love me
I need you to know
What was really there for you in my heart...