Hard to smile
This thick haze Wrenches my body
Powerful
yet i say that it will not control me
my emotions Running on empty
I've waited here for you for a long time
You cry in vain as i attempt to touch your sketchy soul.
You send me signs
fallen in rust fallen
Unreadable they are
i must.
I'm reading you like a dictionary
Each thought bearing its own story
its own definition
You hold the strength i wish i had
yet you lack in the strength in which i need.
Carry me.
Carry me.
You rip the happiness right out of my heart
with just one glance.
You make my mind bleak
and dark with just one word.
YOU make me want to be alone
with one distant touch.
Yes my infallible love for you has me confused
and I want your ridged quiet essence near.
Even if i may suffer
it is you i will walk with
it is you i will try to heal.
The air you breath puts evil into my soul
It makes me angry.
It makes me violent.
It makes me.. you.
Its your heart I'm holding here
in the palm of my aching hands
It beats with uncertainty.
I wish i knew what was so uncertain
i wish i knew what was wrong.
I've worked my way up your latter
And i keep falling back down.
I want your heart
but i want you to keep mine
And a touch of your hand is all i need
when you tell me your ok again.
and all i really want is your certain embrace...
please.
