Its something about new sorrow
Things that you notice that was then but not now
As if Easily broken but harder to put together
But also funny how easily things can trigger little memories
Feelings like I'm still standing still while life is moving on
Like a caterpillar still waiting to get its wings or a bear hibernating and wanting to wake up
Life is so sudden and hurt is so easy
As if something so sweet could be so sour
Everything happens for a reason and everything that's phenomenal is not always meant to be
My soul cries out for help but no one hears me nor understands me
As if something to be so close as if you can touch it but theirs something stopping you
I ask God now what is my purpose? What am I here for?
Sometimes up and sometimes down but always managing to crack a smile as if to hide the real feelings that I hide deep down inside of my lifeless soul
I need to get away
For these are the word of a broken woman with sorrow and wisdom
