You see I've been catching myself smiling lately
Thinking maybe just maybe it'll go back to what it used to be.
I used to be loved, talked with, sang to
But since that year no one dares to,
I've been sad,miserable wondering why
How all those good times left so I sit there and cry.
I didn't care back then, I took every thing for granted
I know this is my punishment but it's been way to long it feels like I'm haunted,
By the ghosts of my past who were hurt,
By the guys left alone broken hearted with whom I'd flirt
By all the girls whom I'd crushed at first didn't realize it all
Not until the day I woke up and had nothing left but the fall
Now the days are painless, But I still catch myself smiling
when they compliment or node with trust
I wish I can go back and win back what I'd lost.
Give me one more chance God,forgive me
And this time I will treat them with honesty.
Sometimes I catch myself smiling
And I know that they mean everything.
