If you only knew...

If you only knew...
The things I couldn't give you..
When I wanted to do so much..
I piled them in my my heart one by one...
And now that my heart is so heavy...
I'm struggling everyday not to lose you...

If you only knew...
how much you mean to me...
then I could finally die happily...
with the tears of joy inside of me...

If you only knew...
I want to be your knight...
brave and strong in shining armor
then I would have been your prince...
and not as your friend anymore...

*This one goes out to a very special lady who would always be apart of my life even if she stopped talking to me... The 2 best thing happen in my life well it was her. The other is to admit how sorry I was for everything I did and said in the past, and if she could find it in her heart to forgive me. She brought joy to my life all these years and I have to Thank her for that. The one thing I know I never would regret is the way I feel about her was "Real" and never a lie all these years.