To Think I Trusted You

To think I trusted you,
I couldn't see you,
But I believed in you,
And now when I whisper your name
To myself as I hold back tears,
I breathe the words of your game
Of leaving me,
You fought me on my fear of losing you,
So you walked out,
How does that help,
What does that prove
But what I only knew.

You said you loved me,
But now you tell everyone I mean nothing to U!
That you don't care
What were those words we use to share
Where you lying eveytime you said you cared
I heavier burden I have bared
I will survive
But I'll also always ask why.

You said "I love you"
You said "I'd hug you"
You said Mrs. (your last name)
And behind the screen
You make me go insane
Well what is your gain now
Now that you've glogged me with pain
And made fire fall on me like rain
Well I'm not dead yet
Don't make a bet
And I won't open up completely
Because we've never met
And I realized when you deserted me
You didn't let me in either

You said you wanted only me
You said I set your depression free
You said you believe in me
And all they we could be
Well why did you throw me away
Like trash
Like leftovers left out for a day
How am I nothing to you now
Unless I was always nothing
And all the nice words you had to bring
Well they die when you said
I don't care

You said you loved me
Well now where might those words be?