You say freedom. yet whats the meaning. it has yet to exist for me. I walk as a prisoner with these chains draging me more and more. they grow tighter as i move, as i breathe. I wish to be free, yet theres no meaning of freedom. freedom means nothing. i beg and pray to who ever may listen. i wish to learn to walk, to walk without these chains crushing me with every step i make. so you still say freedom. where is it? as i think, it must of died. died when this "life" began. where is your freedom? does it exist? did it ever? is the fight to hard? these chains pull me further away from what i see to be freedom, my new begining. you all expect me to reach it. but how can i with these chains chokeing me more and more the closer i get. is my fight still bearable? i wish not to hurt others as i grow closer to my freedom. it appears thats all i do. enough have let me go. i still sit in wait for those who i still walk this earth for, to let me go. i wish for none to have to live my life. if you all shall let me go, you shall save me and those who i may hurt in the future. i see i shall never be good enough here. i feel as if i kill you all everyday no matter what i do.... please forgive me for all i have done.
