Doubtful Trust

You plead with me to trust you
and for me to never doubt you.
You beg me to believe you
when you say you will not hurt me.

The truth is that I do trust you,
I do not doubt you
and I do believe that
you will never hurt me.

This is why it makes it hard
to stay connected with the truth.
To be connected with someone
that I actually do not fear.

My mind says I'm unworthy
of receiving a love like yours.
A love which will be honest
and be sincere and true.

You asked of me to take a chance
in which I said I would.
But as my love begins to open
the fear inside me grows.

I do not know which one to follow;
to trust the love and doubt the fear
and gain what I always wanted.

Or...

...to doubt the love and trust the fear
and lose what I almost had.

Saffie
21

15/1/13