Numb

My hands are shaking,
my heart is racing,
my blood is pumping,
my body is numb.

My thoughts are crazy,
my memories hazy,
my vision is dazy.
My mind is numb.

My morals fading,
my judgement changing,
my preditor waiting.
My body is numb.

My heart screams run,
my ears block the siren,
my hands think it's fun.
My mind is numb.

i block out the blood.
block out the flood,
of broken memories.
I drop the gun,
i am numb.