Selfdestruction

Here I am. Destroying everything I've made. Destroying the walls I've built to keep everyone out. Here I am all sad and alone. Not knowing what to do. Should I live or should I die. Everything I care about I wreck. Everyone I love hurts me. Everyone I care about leaves me. Death seems like the best bet. It will take all the pain away. But to live is hard. I must be strong. But I've been strong for to long. This time I'm going to selfdestruct.