This is so sad because many people feel like they shouldn't be here and that they don't have a meaning or purpose. Through your words I can feel your pains and see the lack of happiness due to the emotional, physical and mentally scars that has afflicted.

Well penned..

This is a great poem, but it was really hard to read. I loved the form, rhythm, and rhyme scheme. The sentiment, though tragic, was beautifully put together. I usually don't read these kinds of poems because there are so many of them on this site, and it breaks my heart. This reminds me of all the times I thought the same way and said I'd do the same thing. I really hope that you aren't considering this option anymore, but if you still are, I'm just a message away.