A Handful Of Pills

A handful of pills
to drown out his voice
that keeps telling me
I am his.

A handful of pills
to take away the pain
that is stabbing my heart
like needles.

A handful of pills
to erase the guilt
that is torturing my mind
and taking over my soul.

A handful of pills
to say goodbye
to the world I lived in
but never belonged in.

A handful of pills
to make me fall asleep
and when I open my eyes
I will wake up next to you.

Saffie
21

19/1/13