My fear

My fear is one I can't hide
it's not of an object
my worse fear is losing the people I care about
I'm not afraid to die
I welcome that with open arms
I have already lost to many people
that I care about
I can't lose any more
that's my worse fear
I'm not afraid to be alone
or to die alone
I'm not afraid of the dark
or of spiders
my true fear is that
losing the people I love
that will kill me worse
then anything I can do to myself