Sick Of This Life

You pretended, that you cared,
you pretended, now I'm alone and scared,
you pretended, that I mattered,
you pretended, now I'm really shattered,
you pretended, like you cared for me,
you pretended, you'd be there for me,
you pretended, then you walked out the door,
you pretended, now my heart's on the floor,

Well, I'm sick of this life,
yeah, I'm callin' it quits,
I'm sure that you won't notice,
these slits on my wrists,
well, I'm sick of this life,
yeah, I'm givin' it up,
I doubt that you will notice,
the bullet hole and blood,

I was honest, when I said those words,
I was honest, I guess that's absurd,
I was honest, but you lied,
I was honest, but you threw me aside,
I was honest, when I said how I feel,
I was honest, always keepin' it real,
I was honest, but you didn't believe,
I was honest, why'd you have to leave,

Well, I'm sick of this life,
yeah, I'm gonna retire,
I don't think you will see me,
hangin' from this wire,
well, I'm done,
yeah, I'm tyin' this noose,
I don't have you,
so I have nothin' to lose,

Well, I'm sick of this life,
yeah, I'm callin' it quits,
I'm sure that you won't notice,
these slits on my wrists,
well, I'm sick of this life,
yeah, I'm givin' it up,
I doubt that you will notice,
the bullet hole and blood,
well, I'm sick of this life,
yeah, I'm gonna retire,
I don't think you will see me,
hangin' from this wire,
well, I'm done,
yeah, I'm tyin' this noose,
I don't have you,
so I have nothin' to lose,
goodbye...