Just sitting

I love the time we spend together,
even if that time is sitting watching TV.
You pour yourself a glass of wine,
then you snuggle up to me.
As i put my arm around you,
i think of what should have been.
But this time i am wide awake,
this is no longer a dream.
There have been too many years lost,
when we could have been together.
And if i knew then what i now now,
our lives would be so much better.