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I'm scared of my life
I'm scared of my self
I'm scared I'm going to cut my self
I'm scared that i wont eat
I'm scared to go to sleep
I'm scared to cry
I'm scared to go back to school
I'm scared to see my friends in pain
I'm scared to let them help me
I'm scared to tell my boyfriend that I love him
I'm scared to stay here
I'm scared he will leave me for good
I'm scared he will move away
I'm scared to tell anyone
I'm scared to be here
I'm scared to be put in the hospital
I'm scared that I'm going to die
I'm scared that its time to say good-bye