At times it's hard to make it through the day, when I have the chance to sit and think I stare ahead and never stop to blink, my heart is loudly crying out for you, my soul is crying out for love so true that only a mother can bare.
I don't know how I've made it this long.
I don't know how I've stayed so strong.
I guess I am waiting for the day when all of my pain and hurt will go away. It's been so hard without you by my side. Losing you took away so much of my pride as well as myself.
You are part of me, a piece of my soul and until I find you, I will never be whole.
I am so sorry that I let you go and hope one day that you will know that all I wanted was the best for you even though it's torn my world in two. The only reason I am still here is the hope that you'll be by my side once again, in heaven.
I want you to know wherever you are that even if the distance is far You are always here in my heart and memories.
I'm leaving this is God's hands, one day he'll send me home to be with you once more.
One day my heart will again be free, my love will be free, and memories will be real once again!
I will always be your baby girl and you will always be my mom.
Just know a daughters love is forever even if we are not together, one day God will carry me home to your arms once more.
