Finally Noticed

Sometimes I sit back and think
I think of everything I went through
And wonder how I ever got here
The pain and misery
It's all the same...
Nowadays people worry about me
Before; I was always ignored
Forgotten about
But I'm finally being noticed
They say they cared
But where were they before
When I needed them the most
I feel like I'm dying
i don't feel loved
Being noticed isn't as good as it seems
I get lectures and get attention
But all I want is somebody to be there
i want to have someone to count on
The one time I needed you
And you weren't there for me
The one time I didn't want you
And you didn't get off my case
You lecture me about how dumb I am
But if I'm dumb, then what does that make you?
I think I was better off alone
But then again, it's nice to be cared about
So this is what it feels like...
Finally being noticed

Written; July 27, 2011 at 12:58 am