Just to let you know a little something, OK Baby. The other night I was missing you so much that I could not sleep, if I closed my eyes I would see you there, well Baby, I would cry, over missing you so... If I fell asleep, I dreamt of you, and in my dreams I would cry. Just knowing that it was only a dream. I tried to draw you; I could not. All I wanted was to touch you. So I cried... I even tried to do my studies but all I kept writing down for my answers was your name everywhere! And that also made me cry... So I put it all on hold just for a while. And I thought, well I'll try and do some cleaning, so I did. I cleaned up my bedroom, but sorry Baby, yes! I started crying. All I can do is picture you there on our bed as we held one other so close and so passionately, so I moved to the washroom, and there again, I pictured you in the tub while scrubbing your wonderful large shoulders and yes sweetheart once more I cried for you to be near. So I moved on to the living room, ya! You guessed it... Once more I pictured you lying on the sofa, while I read a story to you as you laid your head on my lap and you would look up at me and simply smile. As I reached down for that most inviting kiss from your precious lips... Oh! Baby, How I miss you so... Now! I wipe away the tears from my cheeks and try once again to move to the kitchen, as I'm cleaning I could feel your loving arms wrapped around my waist and a soft kiss as you lay it upon the nape of my neck. And as I turn to kiss you and caress, my wonderful loving man. I realize, yes! I stop and cry once again. You are not here you are not near... Mac! Baby, Why? Must you be so far from me as my love for you grows founder and larger then life, as we know it? As each and every waking moment of my love grows and keeps growing just for you. I'll move a finger or if I blink an eye. I love you that much more... So Baby, as I sit and absorb you even deeper into my world. I Google out a map so that I may be able to do this; ' I will run every second to you, and then I will skip every minute to you... then Mac! I will walk every single hour that is left for me just to be with you... I will hop over molehills, and dance across fields; I will sore over treetops and crawl my way over every Mountain. Mac! My love! As I sit here and dream of you. I see myself swimming across the North Pacific Ocean, from Canada to India. I will be there. But alas... It is only a dream! But such a wonderful dream indeed. One day we shall look back on all of this and laugh as we hold each other in our loving arms and never let go. We only have (6890.46) Miles between us. And only (11088.82) Kilometres away from one another. So I will see you very soon my love... I will not stop dreaming or thinking or ever stop crying for you. I will pray each and everyday that we may be together one day soon. My heart feels full with everything about you, as it fills every side of my heart; it beats for you and lives for the day we will finally embrace. I will forever love you Mac. I will forever keep you in my thoughts, every tear that falls is for you my sweet lollipop man. I Love you Baby, I MY KEY YOU now and forever... Mac.
" I MAIN CENU PYER KARBI WA you forever. Je Taime mon amour.
Ti.xo
