May be my last night

by Kelwin lost in thought   Jan 28, 2013


Tonight might be my last night
I'm sorry but I can't take it
if I die befor I wake
then I'll be in a better place
I'm sorry everyone but I can't
I can't live like nothings wrong
I can't live this lie
all I ask is for you not to fallow me
this is what I trully want
I want you to go on living
if not for yourself then for me
I don't want anyone to fallow me
this is something I have to do alone
and if I wake up
then I'm sorry for haveing try to kill myself
I'm sorry but this is my choice
I love you guys and please don't do anything
you guys have kept me alive this long but I can't
I just can't
don't judge me and don't be sad
cause I'll be watching over you guys
I love you guys and thank you
thanks for trying to make me happy
and if I don't die then I make this promise
I promise I won't ever try ever again
unless if I lose one more person I love
this goes out to Savannah Kate Allie Cathy and the others I love
please don't try to fallow me
that I plea
I love all of you guys
I always have and always will
you guys made my life worth living
and know I trully died happy
I can't ask anything else from you guys
so thank you
this has brought tears to my eyes
I love you guys and thanks for everything

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  • 11 years ago

    by Natasha

    This is your true heart content. But you made it this far now and also you turn it into a beautiful piece which is worth the read. It's very is lovely... :)

  • 11 years ago

    by Kate

    Kelwin.... we love you too. I seriously hope you wake up so I can give you a big hug and try to calm some fears.
    I know it s hard to lose people hun. Oh, I know. I just wish i had been here last night to help you :/
    I hope you wake and stick to that promise.
    You have a beautiful child on the way and people here who love you more than anything and would die to see you leave :/

    This poem is heartbreaking and yet, I understand where you come from.
    Just please wake up.

  • 11 years ago

    by Wild flower

    There you go P&Q is by your side:)

  • 11 years ago

    by Amreen

    Dear Kelwin, you are a wonderful person and ending your life is a small thing friend. I am there for you friend when you need me and there are 1000 reasons to be happy. So choose one and be happy ya:)
    Keep smiling. It spreads a thousand miles!

  • 11 years ago

    by Darren

    I agree with Wildflower, I have read a few of your pieces now and you have been through more than anybody deserves to, in one lifetime.
    You could use this in a positive way to help others.
    Think long and hard, you get one life only, do you really want to lose it, plus finish those friendships you have made.

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