Frigid air, frostbites the tip of my
whispers to you.
Messages frozen in time,
you are the woman
who gave me life.
You where a true gift that I am forever in gratitude, but I wonder
if you know that I miss
your laughter in an evening
when its our time.
Give it all you got,
dig deep, let the all
mighty know that it simply was not
your time to die.
I havn't finished showing you
the dance under the umbrella,
we still have margarita's to
sip, and I need you.
I watched as your body wilted, your color seemed to fade, your smile slowly vanished, your voice began to shake. The fear of what was coming ate at both of our hearts, your tears fell as quick as mine. Months before you left you knew the time was coming soon. I heard you cry at night from fear of what death would be. I cried too because I didn't want too lose my best friend but most important my mommy. There was a chill in the air ever so piercing it came. The light in your eyes was now a gazed shade of grey. There was so much more I needed to ask so much left to say. I never got my answers because you didn't get to stay. It's been 7 years now since you past and I still miss you the same. I cant wait to hold you again and feel your warm embrace. Too see your lovely golden glowing face. One of these days I know I will again be blessed by your ever loving grace and when the oceans meet and the sun begins to set upon our place I will be waiting for the dolphins to take us for the race.
You are greatly missed momma
I love you forever and always
Sincerely ~your little sunshine~
