Face

I hide behind a mask
and put on a happy face
I don't want them to know
the real me

Sure i make act happy
get excited at times..
but its all a big front
so i can hide

People try opening up to me
all i can do is turn them away
i don't want them to know the real me
or what i conceive

So i hide all my emotions inside
till one day I'm going to break out and cry
Not knowing what to do
or who can relate .

I think of my only escape
i take the pill of my top shelf
look at them car fully
take them saying"I'm saving myself"

tell me if they are crap i would like to know