My friend is so caring shes always there
She gives me advise trying to help
I think about it and wonder to myself
I want to except it but i feel there's no way
When i do what i do and cut myself
I'm not only hurting myself but I'm hurting her to
i want to stop but i don't know how
I wont seek help because I'm to proud
So i lie to my friend saying Ive stopped
than feeling guilty
for i know i have just lied
i want to make them happy so i keep the truth inside
When she finds out the truth
Ill run and hide fearing she'll tell
But really knowing she just wants to help
she'll never give up
no matter how much i lie
or how much i do
she keeps on trying
Shes been my rock
shes been my stone
even though I'm not recovered
what i am i owe all to u
