Sometimes I wonder why do guys want girls that are weak, helpless and dependent on them when they need strong, helpful, independent women that will do what it takes to be with them?
Is it the fact that they are scared to commit to a relationship that matters or is it the fact that they don't care much to be in one?
I need a man that is there for me as much as I am there for him.
I need a man that needs me as much as I need him.
I need a man that will give me his all as much as I would give him.
I need a man that is willing to try as hard as I would do for him.
I am tired of being around boys that don't know what they want and find the man that will give me what I want.
Why do most men have commitment issues?
What is so hard about giving your all to someone that truly cares about you?
I guess I won't know that answer until I find that person that is willing to try as much as I would for him.
I just want to be happy but I always wondered if I would ever get the chance to live my happily ever after.
That all depends on who I find from here on out because to tell you the truth, I am starting to believe that there is no such thing as happily ever after.
Instead of having it the American way, which would be, "you are innocent until proven guilty", I feel that all men are "guilty until proven innocent."
I will always remember this quote, "step up and be the man she wants you to be or step down and let someone else be."
I will always wonder until I find the one that can change the way I think by experiencing something that I don't get to see everyday.
Currently I am falling for the one I am with but to me actions speak louder than words and I don't want to end up hurt so I can still save myself from drowning and not make a fool out of me.
I lived this dream once and I don't repeat the same nightmare twice.
I learned my lesson in 2007 and I guess that I will start to believe that love is just not for everyone.
It is that plain and simple.
I will just find myself and live my own reality.
