Laying here broken

by Kelwin lost in thought   Feb 1, 2013


Here I am again
laying alone
broken
it's been a week since your death
it's been so hard
to keep living
to be honest
I've tried to kill myself 5 times since then
I've done over 300 cuts
but nothing will take away
the pain that is in my heart
britt you ment the world to me
how could you do this to me
you told me you loved me
you promised me you wouldn't
but you broked that promise
you knew how much you ment to me
you knew I loved you to
I would give my life for you
but you said you will be
my guardian angel
are you the reason I'm still alive
why all those pills didn't kill me
are you trully protecting me
cause I feel different
I know I should of died that night but I didn't
was that cause of you
did you trully mean that you will protect me
britt you were everything to me
but how still could you do this to me
now I'm broken
trully broken
I won't ever be the same ever again
I love you now and for ever
you will always be in my heart
even when I am dead
I love you
I just wish those could of been
the last words you heard

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  • 11 years ago

    by Natasha

    It sincerely broke my heart when I read that you cuts 300 time already? But. Well it won't stay forever, you knew that too, right?

    Time flies.
    The day will come.
    You'll smile widely.
    Feel proud of your scars.
    It's a part of you. And her.

    And without all this cutting and stuff,
    we'll never met.

    Just promise me you'll keep drawing
    those butterlies on your cuts!
    Okay, Kelwin? c:

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