Why Me?

Why is it that I'm the one who has to loose people one right after the other?

Did I do something wrong the first time?

Have I been a person who just doesn't deserve happiness?

I will never know those answers for sure. Loosing my dad first was hard enough. Having my best studdy buddy. My best friend. My true dady. Now that he is gone, I'm not sure how to handle that. Then my grammy died. Grammy you were such an amazing person. You left too soon. Why me? Why did I have to loose my two huge supporters? I will never know. Then loosing a person who i knew treated my cousin right have to leave? He was only 17. Still maturing and getting ready for life. Then taking his own life is just hard enough for me to think that such a person could do that to himself. So am I just someone who is cursed? Who knows. All I know is that I miss my daddy. Rest in peace daddy and grammy. I love you both Very much