I don't want to do this anymore.
I don't want to see you walk out that door.
I love you and it's true.
But you can't see me or believe me.
I don't want to feel this anymore.
That rejection from your core.
Tears me to pieces everyday.
I'm sinking into dark,
it beckons me with that strong reassurance
that I won't have to cry anymore.
No more feelings no more horror.
Cause I sleep but I can't dream.
No not anymore.
Hopes made a fool out of me.
No, I will no longer believe.