Pain pain go away,
I want you to leave but you always stay,
Thought I had you cleared from my mind,
Cried my last tear, leaving it all behind,
Visions of your beauty stuck in my head,
Gazing upon you as I lay in my bed,
Wishing I could run my fingers though your hair again,
At the same time seeing you smile makes me begin,
To think about the good times we had playing house,
A hummingbird couldn't catch us, not even a mouse,
Thinking we would last forever and a day,
Forgetting someone else already had you, isn't that great?
Now all I have are memories and dreams,
Of our past and alternate future, making me want to scream,
At the top of my lungs as if I was stabbed,
But I brought it on myself, now I have an eternity of being sad,
Now circumstances keep us apart,
Can't even send a letter, sorry I wasn't smart,
Enough to tread carefully, but I was arrogant,
Never questioning my own methods, making us transparent,
Easily seeing through our lie, but I still didn't care,
All I wanted was you to be there,
For me when I'm up or down,
Cheering me up every time I was going down,
Back in the dark place that we both fear,
Now its hard to find my way out, because you aren't here,
You were the light leading my way,
Holding your hand, begging you not to go away,
But here I am with images of you in my head,
Sometimes thinking of cutting, and thoughts of me dead,
A sharp razor to my skin,
Blood flowing down with a grin,
So pain pain go away,
Please leave, I'm in disarray,
Trying to deal with a lost love,
I look up to the sky, but no answer from above.
