Death of me

Here I am
writing the last words
this is the death of me
I died today
never to be the same
the guy you knew
is no longer
know I am
I lifeless corpse
with no soul
just walking around
no hope
no love
nothing to call my own
so I must ask
is this life
to be so numb
I don't feel nothing at all
wishing I was dead
hopeing I won't wake up
acking for it to end
to never feel again
but at last
something has come
something I fear
death
befor it I'm nothing
befor it I am weak
is it me who died
or a lost soul
I guess I'll never know