Competing

Competing
Competing with family
competing with friends
feel like I'm competing
with the ones I love the most
just make me wanna let go
feel like I'm competing
competing for attention when I'm at my lowest
and need it the most
competing with depression & displeasure
feel like I'm competing
competing for a spot in your heart
competing for that love I want back
Competing
only to think that one day I find
that missing love i once had
competing,competing,competing
is nothing fun
dealing with hurt,frustration & pain
but it all comes with competing
competing, WHAT IS IT
competing is worrying,
never feeling like your complete
always trying your best to be at the top
always hurting & always crying
until you say forget it, I can't do it
so competing, competing is just a heart ache
specially when your competing with or for someone
who's not competing with or for you