I lost, I lost you.

Laying on my bed
crying one more time.
When will this be over?
When will we end this lie?

I don't understand anymore
a minute we're ok, the other we're not
The silliest things are putting us apart
I do my best but nothing seems to be enough
Nobody said it would be easy
but nobody said it would be this hard.

I'm drowning in the sea of sorrow I put myself into.

You're not talking to me.
There's nothing more painful than not hearing the sound of your voice.

I didn't sleep the entire night thinking about how you won't forgive me this time.
I'd accept any punishment but please talk to me again.
You're torturing me without even saying a word.
Without you I don't have reasons to smile.
I don't have reasons to breathe.
Why live if you're not next to me?

My heart is broken
Will you forgive me this time?
I hope you do, I don't know what to do anymore..
I can't say sorry because I know it won't make any effect.
So I write to escape.
Trying to put all my sadness on a piece of paper..
Pretending I'm not sick without your presence next to me.