Who will I be ?

God, what happened to me?
Who will I be?
When will I be?
What will I be?
Why can't I see ?
Why can't I see a future me?
Why, Why, Why

I'm looking at the sky
Home of all the million stars
Than I'm looking down on my arms
Seeing the scars
The memories of my wars
You know it makes me sad watching the sky in the night
With all of it's lightening balls
Glowing like..
Well glowing like I would like to glow

I wanna fly this high
So I could kiss the dark sky
I wanna be surrounded by nothing and everything
I wanna be
I wanna be the brightest star I see
I got my scars
I had my wars
And I bet
That it's not over yet
Maybe one day
On the day I'll stop asking myself :"who will I be?"
I might will feel free
And hopefully I will finally be able to see the real me