Bye forever

I thought I was over you
I really thought I was
But now I realize I'm not all because
I found out you have a girlfriend
and Know I have a boyfriend to

I wanna cry
I wanna die
why do I care
why is life so cruel and unfair

I don't know why
I still care for you when
I have the most perfect guy
this is a broken heart
no long able to mend
I just want you to know I love you even though we are many miles apart

But with this poem I
wish you the best of luck
but this is the last time you'll here me say I love you and the last time I have to say goodbye

this is a poem about a guy named Billy I really liked him a lot and he liked me to we met at church and thats the same place it ended he knew for a while he was moving far away and he didn't tell me until like a week before they moved he was one of my best friends and I miss him a lot.. I wrote this poem after I called him on his birthday and wished him happy birthday I found out he had a girlfriend and he knew I have a boyfriend I was really jealous even though I'm in love with my boyfriend because I felt not only was Billy replacing me but he had a new best friend well I've been to stubborn to call him because I would have no clue what to say

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ok I still dont have a boyfriend but update billy came to ohio for a visit this summer (2004) but he doesnt like me as much as I thought but thats ok he lives to far away