:( what the crap?...you don't write for a while then come back and crush my soul with this?
Jesus girl, I havent read anything this sad in such a long time, which says a lot about this piece because it moved me to tears and poetry that gets me to melt or break down is my favorite...
You know I always have to touch on whatever the situation may be, but I feel with this one I can't...its so raw, that nothing anyone says will help your emotions here..you just need your time of grievance and moving on...keep writing, your poetry is always amazing.