Feel

You force me to feel once more. Yet I always say if I feel I get hurt. Yet you all continue to force me to feel. And here I hurt. You all got your wish time and time again. I hurt daily now. But who is to blame? Me? For falling for your tricks, thinking that things may be different this time? Or you all for forcing this upon me? I've been fooled enough to feel. Never again shall I fall for any tricks to feel for anything. I have broken myself down enough for you all. I refuse to crash anymore. I refuse to feel only to get hurt. You all have fooled me for the last time....